Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Short Intro

I never have thought of myself as a blogger.  Personally, I hate to write, but it seems like it can be a very good way to express and organize your thoughts.  This is obviously my first post, and I suppose that I should have a good reason for starting on this particular date.  Unfortunately, I don't.

The last few months have been the worst of my life.  If it weren't for supportive immediate family, I would have nothing.  I've been in two psychiatric hospitals and suffered from severe suicidal ideation.  It's been almost two months since my last hospitalization, and I really feel no better than when I was first admitted.

I am depressed, tired, and ambitionless.  Today I decided to go to bed at around 8:30 PM.  I felt so alone and wished that I had a friend to call, so that I could talk to someone.  It sucks not having any friends, and I feel like I am letting my life slip past me.

I have nothing else to say now, but hopefully in the coming posts, I can talk about my problems in more detail.